...after a loong break, I am back to the blog world. =P anyone miss me? lolz
I think this blog needs a new look : the blackness is depressing...
Showing posts with label Random Ramblings. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Random Ramblings. Show all posts
Eid Mubarak Ya Naas!!
Well its still a day early for us but I'm sooo excited lol
Anywayz hope that you hav a wonderful, amazing, one of a kind, fun, unforgettable Eid
Don't eat too much sweets though :p
I'm watching the Saudi Channel live on TV =D mashaallaaaah there are soooo many hujaj and the ceremony for the changing of the cloth for the kabah is amaaaazing ;) I'm gona go back and watch lol
PS. Tommorow's Yawm Arafat for us and then the next day is Eidd cnt wait lol but i hav a lot of cleaning to do tommorow =(
Just a few more days till Eid =) I've always like Eid Al-Adha more than Eid Al-Fitr, don't ask my why I just do lol
May Allah accept their Hajj and Umrah Ameen
I think the picture is of the Sa3i between Safa and Marwa
Assalamu Alaykum....
I was walking down the big hill towards the mailbox today and there are a few neighborhood kids playing around next to it. I overhear one boy asking, "Who's that?" And another pipes up, "Oh they're the ones who live up that hill, remember the house that wouldn't give us any candy for holloween?" A weird way of remembering people eh? lol...
“Tell the believing men that they shall subdue their eyes (and not stare at the women), and to maintain their chastity. This is purer for them. GOD is fully Cognizant of everything they do. And tell the believing women to subdue their eyes, and maintain their chastity. They shall not reveal any parts of their bodies, except that which is necessary. They shall c
over their chests, and shall not relax this code in the presence of other than their husbands, their fathers, the fathers of their husbands, their sons, the sons of their husbands, their brothers, the sons of their brothers, the sons of their sisters, other women, the male servants or employees whose sexual drive has been nullified, or the children who have not reached puberty. They shall not strike their feet when they walk in order to shake and reveal certain details of their bodies. All of you shall repent to GOD, O you believers, that you may succeed.”
~ Qur’an [24:30-31] ~
over their chests, and shall not relax this code in the presence of other than their husbands, their fathers, the fathers of their husbands, their sons, the sons of their husbands, their brothers, the sons of their brothers, the sons of their sisters, other women, the male servants or employees whose sexual drive has been nullified, or the children who have not reached puberty. They shall not strike their feet when they walk in order to shake and reveal certain details of their bodies. All of you shall repent to GOD, O you believers, that you may succeed.”~ Qur’an [24:30-31] ~
Seriously what's up with people these days?! I stopped at 
the masjid today to pray duhr with my sister. We came out
and were walking back to the car when we see a group of
brothers. Usually, from experiance, I'v noticed that most
men here lower their gazes. I wish these brothers were like that.
About five of them chatting and we pass by them
and subhanallah all eyes turn and stare!
Its sooooo cold these days! Its funny how I'm not pleased with the heat and I hate freezing...summer is too hot and winter is too cold. Fall? I hate it! I hate the leaves piling up everywhere and everything looks sooo gloomy and sad. Spring, wallah i can't wait for March, April, and May. Those are my all time favorite months *probably because i was born in April*
My cousins came over to visit. They're going to be staying for a while =) and i don't mind one bit. Why? Because that means my faaav lil cuz is going to stay here with me
She's soo cute mashallah =) She brought me these cute lil slippers as a gift lol I think i'll wear them tonight to keep her happy.
I had an intresting convo with my nephew yesterday when I went to visit
Me: You don't hav school Yusuf? Or are you sick?
Him: Can I ask you something?
Me: Na3am, what happened?
Him: Does Allah get mad at you if you lie?
Me: You lied about something?
Him: I didn't want to go to school so I said that I don't feel good and mama let me stay home...is that bad?
That got us into talking about why lying isnt't good, and he promised not to do that again
Ahlan!
Its been a while since I've posted anything.
My sister had a state test today *or so she thought* so i cancelled all my plans and took her there this morning. We got there and the lady's like, "I'm so sorry, your test is tommorow" You can imagine how i felt, but i saw how sorry she looked so i forgave her for not double checking lol
I'm thinking about moving my blog to wordpress =) I haven't decided yet though. So we'll see inshallah...
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Edit I've changed my mind about moving :p
What do I want? Like if i could wish for one thing and you knew you'd get it right then and there, what would be the first thing that would come to your mind? That was the topic of our talk yesterday at the masjid. I didn't feel like talking much, so i let them do the talking.
Everyone recieved a slip of paper with the question, "If you could wish for one thing, what would it be? Write down the first thought that comes to your mind." I have to say it turned out a lot better than i expected it to. =) I got permission from some of the sisters if I could post their answers.
These were the answers of the older sisters...
"If i could wish for one thing, I would ask Allah that Allah makes me the cause of someone's conversion to Islam."
"I would wish for a pure heart, free from sins."
"I would ask for an easy path to Jannah."
And the answers of the younger girls...
"I wish that when I grow older I could go to Hajj and have all my sins erased."
"I would wish for Jannah!"
"I would ask for Allah's mercy, because if Allah has mercy on me, then that would be the best thing ever."
I wish fall was this pretty =) its a total mess on our front and back yard =( And the heavy rain and strong winds are only helping in knocking down more leaves. Its like there's an orange blanket on the ground.
Last night it rained so hard and so long that I thought we'd be having a flood! The weather here changes so quickly though. After the heavy shower last night, its sunny right now but soooo cold! brrr
I've decided to take a break from forums today...actually i was thinking I'll stay away from the computer but that didnt work. My family left to see my grandmother but i stayed behind. I don't feel like seeing anyone or talking to anyone at the moment.
When someone tells me "I feel so lonely..." I would stare at them like they've lost their heads. Today i found out what that word means.
When I found myself alone today with no one to talk to, I ended up thinking and my thoughts went wild. So i got a headache and after taking some advil, I'm back staring at the screen.
I love the little girl in the picture. Somehow she reminds me of me =) As baba said to me once, "Kafaaki 7uznan!" Wich i took to mean, you've had enough sadness...I'm not emo and I'm not always sad. Its just that people here only notice you when you're sad =(
Ya Allah! I always find myself saying that. For no reason. But you know, it brings me a lot of comfort when i say it. Why? Because I know that I have someone there for me that i can count on and confide in and trust.
This blog is becoming a peaceful haven for me right now.
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*Edit
Did i say i was going to take a break from the forums? I just posted =( Ya Allah! I don't know why I'm so stuck on them but I am. And i find myself checking them automatically without thinking, as if I've transformed into a robot. Subhanallah...
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Ya Allah where do I begin? I’m so sad tonight. Tears form and there is nothing I can do to stop them from falling. It was only yesterday when I saw your face, so full of pain but nevertheless alive. You were alive, full of breath, and now…now you’re lying covered up…soon to be burried beneath the darkness…I miss you. I miss you so much and I can not bring you back…no one can except Allah. I cannot hold it much longer, I know you were meant to die but I can’t…I can’t think of you as dead. I’ve made dua that Allah would cure you…That you would come back home with that smile on your face…But Allah had a different plan…I can not do anything but ask Allah to forgive you. I have a lot to say, but I am tired of thinking, feeling, crying. Allah Yarhamak! May Allah have mercy on you!
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I think I've deserted my blog =x
But it feels like my brain has some kinda clog
I can't think of anything to write
I think i need some inspiring light
On more serious terms I'v stopped writing =( sad? Nah i haven't quit but i can't seem to get the natural flow that i use to have and you know what??? it hurts!
I have finally finished everything Alhamdulillah. It feels like i had a thousand pound load on my back and now its removed. So now i can work on my blog. :)
I've started yet another blog lol...i have so many blogs that I lost count, but I have a feeling this one is going to be different...Anywayz I started on my 1000 to 2000 word story a few nights ago and hopefully i can get my friend to edit it for me and go over it...I've set up so many things for myself these past days, I hope i can keep up with all of them inshallah. I'm constantly making up goals that never get achieved so we'll se how long I can keep up this time. I'm gona start typing up my poems, articles, and maybe stories soon inshallah, so keep coming back, I'll try my best to update every other day or so...
Fi Amanillah
Muslimah